Dear, readers. In life, we have a lot of things we wanna do.
We make some plans and goals. Some of you are probably have ever been in my
condition, when i feel so confused with what do i have to do in order to make a
CHOICE. Yeah, life is a choice.
Actually, this confusion starts when I’ve even decided my 3
best choices from about 6 choices. Well, but UNFORTUNATELY these 3 stuffs are
having the same time!!!
This is about my 1st choice, let’s call it an A choice. I took
this one as the 1st because i was thinking that this one is sooooo important to
improve my skill. And i used to love this such a thing since i was in High
School. And I got a very cool coach I’ve ever had, she is such a great mentor
for me, and plus she is like a mother for me. Another mom in another place :D alright,
now this is different. In the very first time i met my coach, it was such a
boring and annoying practice class. He’s bit scary, gaaaah I don’t feel any joy
in his class! But back to my passion on this stuff, I go on and on, facing
one-by-one assignments and yeah I DID IT ! i got a chance to improve my skill
in a competition. I was well happy. But then, RIDICULOUSLY, something happened
and boooooooo it’s been cancelled ! i felt so down! Hey, I thought everyone in
this place knows me! How I was so excited with this one! And how I struggle to
got into this by taking all of these sucks assignments!!! Well, I’m still
trying to forget this, but this isn’t easy as what I’ve done for this stuff! Urgggggg...
But, there’s another good news in a bad news. I got a very
exciting news and chance for me. And of course I TAKE IT ! :D this is such a
drug for me after having a down-desease! :D this is my story with another
choice, i call it my B choice. This is an art stuff, i love being in this
stuff, well not stuff actually, this is such a FAMILY for me! Lord, i feel so
warm in it! And what i learnt is; “It’s better choose the one which make you feel COMFORT
rather than the one that you like so much but doesn’t even make you feel any
comfort” !!!
I’m still working on a “Big Project” with this family ;) and
I wanna focus with this one and make a huge goal for me and obv my family J i do have a big hope
and willing to make it happen! Let’s see J
Another choice is C choice. Well, i don’t know much about
this choice though. But these last but not least choice was actually my very
FIRST choice before getting into these 3 choices. This one is harder but bigger
or bigger but harder :D I mean, it has a bigger points for me but harder to do.
This is an art stuff also. And i love this one so much! But again, i don’t feel
as comfort as my B choice. I feel like being forced. Well, my A choice is worse
though, I feel under the pressure! This is what i want to do, but I’m not sure
if it what I also need.
I’m not quit yet for this moment, I’m trying to find out
what’s the matter and the best answer to do. But right now, I have my B choice
to focus with and I’m off for a while from another both choices. And I will
make sure do i want and need my A and C choices and what should I do later.
Thank you for reading. I hope it might be useful.
Sweet regard, Neets.
